1. I can never tell anymore if it’s genuinely cold or I just have the chills. 

     


  2. Anonymous asked: You're the most babeliest babe ever, i hope to see more pictures of you in your underwear. Its such a confident brave thing and lets be real its damn hot so i hope to see more of it because the world needs more of it. Creepy post of the day

    Thanks for being creepy; people don’t do it to me enough.

     


  3. lipstickingit asked: I cant find you on crushee! !!!

    http://crushee.com/users/sam-r

     

  4. alwaysinsearchoflight:

    From: Manly P Hall “The Secret Teachings of All The Ages”

    “The pelican feeding its young from a self-inflicted wound in its own breast is accepted as an appropriate symbol of both sacrifice and resurrection. To the Christian Mystic the pelican signifies Christ, who saved humanity (the baby birds) through the sacrifice of His own blood. The pelican may also be considered as representative of the Sun, whose rays (blood) are the life of the seven philosophical planets depicted as the pelican’s brood. In the Mysteries, the pelican represents the resurrection of the candidate from the dead. The mother bird signifies those divine institutions which passes the secret doctrine, which is the spiritual life of man.” 

    “It was the ancient belief that three days after the father pelican had killed his own young, the mother resurrected them by wounding herself and permitting her blood to flow over their bodies. In Masonic symbolism the blood of the pelican stands for the Secret Work by which man is ‘raised’ from the slavery of ignorance to the condition of freedom conferred by wisdom. As the Rose Croix degree is based upon Rosicrucian and Hermetic symbolism, it follows that the pelican represents one of the vessels in which the experiments of alchemy are performed, and its blood that mysterious tincture by which the base metals (the young baby birds) are transmuted into spiritual gold.” 

    “Both the rose and the pelican signify the highest expression of human and divine affection. The love of the mother bird for her young typifies the emotion of the Creator for those creatures which He fashioned during the Seven Sacred Days. The word, ‘Rose’ is a simple anagram, for from the rearrangement of its letters is derived the word ‘Eros’ — the name of the Greek god of love.”

     


  5. Coffee after 10 PM: starvation by 3, still not the least bit tired by 4:30. I make such healthy choices.

     


  6. Speaking of goth, Happy World Goth Day. I wish I’d thought to plan a late-night Denny’s coffee hour with my stupid band or something. I’ll just make more coffee and continue hanging out in my room.

    (Note to self: queue up FYDW. For the goths.)

     

  7. savbhandari:

    Do the pretty girl rock.

    I hear this guy’s also in MWM. None of these dudes look goth.

     

  8. I hear this guy’s in Midwest Moms. I hear they’re pretty goth.

    (Source: phocus, via theoxygeninyourblood)

     

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  10. Hulu keeps showing me birth control commercials. I’ve kept myself locked up in my room with coffee, a collection of Sartre, and Twin Peaks for days; they’re barking up the wrong tree.