I don’t know if the kombucha and chocolate-covered coffee beans I had around 2 in the afternoon are somehow still working their magic on me or if this is all hormonal, but I feel wide-awake, jittery, and anxious as fuck. My throat’s tight and I can’t stay still.
I also feel really hungry, but I really don’t feel like eating. I regret not going to sleep before all of this got really bad. My pelvis is definitely achey and my body is definitely weird right now.
I feel like I need to go for a walk or a jog or something. This is ridiculous. At the same time, though, my legs hurt. I’m not sure if I want to rest them or use them.
I couldn’t find my usual anxiety-relief supplement, so I resorted to some old valerian root capsules. My normal pills have valerian, too, but not so much. I guess if I crash, it’s a good thing, though.
REDEEMING DISCUSSION (just so this post isn’t entirely pointless): I’m a little confused as to why Obama waited until now to finally take a stance on gay marriage. I honestly believe it’s a reelection tactic. Not that that makes it any less valid, because I still greatly appreciate the fact that he’s finally standing up for equality, but it feels like something some PR person has been thinking long and hard about. I’d have been a bit more stoked on it if he’d said it even a few months ago. The timing feels like an attempt to keep up appearances. Of course, I don’t know him, so I wouldn’t really know.